Thursday, December 16, 2010

No Excuses


2??.? lbs

I haven't weighed in the past few days.  The last time, though, the figure had managed to creep back up to above the 280 mark...not by much but enough to make me very uncomfortable.

It's been THREE long, silent months since my last posting.  I have no excuse for it, there's no backsliding, no deep, dark depression, just a lot of mis-managed time and real-life stuff. 

I forget about how much I love this community while on my little breaks.  And then, it comes flooding back when I open my inbox and see HUNDREDS of emails (ok, not all of them are legit) and realize just how much I count on this little corner of the world.  And how much I affect others, even when I don't know it. 

Faithful followers know I cling to my super secret identity and that anonymity is what JAFG is all about.  There's this real sense of true honesty that comes from not being known.  Well, there are a few of you out there that know me, really know me, and I got a quiet nudge from one of those friends today.  If someone can take the time to let me know I'm missed, (which was also evident from all the comments on my last post) well, then, I can make the time to write.  I can make the time to share. 

When I write here, I become a more fulfilled (in addition to being a more accountable) me.  I miss that.  I miss you. 

Also, when I stop posting, I lose the chance to get comments like these:

Results Not Typical Girl said...

If you don't come back soon regularly, I'm keeping all the dildos you loaned me.

I really do heart you people.



Roxie said...

<3 <3 <3 <3

kimert said...

Good golly girlfriend... it is GOOOOOOOD To see you back! :)

Anonymous said...

You just friended me on fb - so I just found your blog.

You are so right on both counts - that the support we receive in this cyber part of the world can be pretty powerful or pretty silly - and,

Blogging anonymously can provide not only massive freedom of expression but can also encourage us to be even more honest with ourselves.

Glad to see that you haven't let the scale rule your self-image or steer you off the path.

Amanda said...

Hello again, stranger!!!

I just gave out a strangled, gasping laugh to what RNT Girl said. My office now thinks I was choking on my Diet Coke.

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